Hey mum when is this gonna start feeling easier because at the moment i am still crying everyday every time we mention your name i get tearful most nights i cry myself to sleep i know your watching over us i just want you back mummy i really do i dont know how to do life without u im really struggling mum i need our mum i walk into your house everyday expecting you to be sitting there on your laptop 💔💔 I hope we are making you proud Oh mum tyler got into his new team and has his first game sunday and i know he would normally ring you to tell you how it went 😭 dad is doing ok he misses u everyday we talk about u all the time 😭 i love u loads mum please wait for me up there with the biggest hug going xx